What am I doing?

Day 3

So it's Monday. I worked. Work was tough today. There is a young man at my work that dislikes me, I believe. At least he isn't very friendly. When I work with him I usually don't say much; I don't say much anyway but whatever. Today was a normal day. I prayed this morning that this day would go well and it has. I made tuna today and tried to concentrate on prayer, but I was distracted by the tuna. I suppose I just kept an open mind toward God. No I take it all back. Today was a fail. I had a headache all day and I was hungry and all I did was complain. I tried to keep a positive attitude but when you are in pain it's a lot harder to have a positive mind set.
My mom wants me to be empowered and to take initiative. She wants me to be brave. I am not brave. In other words, if this was the world of Hogwarts, I would NOT be sorted into Gryffandor. This life is not a fantasy or make believe, it's real. I need to have a positive attitude about everything.
Eating today was good. I had a good breakfast. I didn't have lunch because I was working but dinner was good too. Mom and I cook dinner together on Monday nights and we usually have something different and amazing and tonight I made Cowboy Caviar- avacado, corn, tomato, black beans, green and red onion, cilantro and a little bit of lime. It was awesome! I at it on toast like a sandwich. Yum.

Goal tomorrow- Positive attitude, mind on God

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Kaleidoscope Everlasting